Happy 6th Annivesary

Finally there's something happy to share...

Today is the 6th Anniversary, is a busy day for me...
Early in the morning went back to office, Anniversary Day working??? Ya lor, coz Thursday on MC and had to go back to clear all those backlog..

Back at 2 plus and Shaney was awaked.. Make a cup of noodle for her and i fall asleep at the sofa.. hahaha.. Really tired...

And there after, is my open house! Ttly shock at the crowded, there are more than 15 families coming.. and is sold!! Eer... Yeah, the selling price met our expectation and we are happy about it..

Since we have not much time to travel far, we decided to have our dinner at Ichi Ban Sushi.. We all having a good meal there and Shaney have her favourite egg sushi, udong and chawanmushi.. 

Is a simple day but yet something to happy about... Hope to have another good news coming up to share soon..

2 Day 1 Nigh Batam Trip

14 & 15 May 2011, PoPo, Gong Gong, Er yi Ma, Kai Sim Jie Jie, Si yi ma, Miko Jie Jie, Daddy, Mummy and Shaney went for a short weekend trip..

This trip was abit unpleasant.. We supposed to board the ferry at 9.20am, reached at 8.20am at the Batam Fast counter, the place was extremely crowded.. We queued for around 20 mins and was asked to move forward as our ferry is going to depart soon.  We went over to the queue to fetch the ferry and while checking on the ticket.. we found that there’s only 2 ticket issued and was asked to pay $40 for the tax. We quickly went over to the counter again while the others still in the queue and to our surprise, the Ferry had gone…

The counter staff isnt that friendly after all to resolve our issue rather than pushing responsibility to other staff.. Where there are no staff coming to tell us what are we suppose to do and making us standing there and wait.. Feel really frustrated on the situation and called the agency what’s going on.. And the agency told us to wait a while and their operation side is going to change the Ferry to a later timing.. No choice, just have to wait and really feel irritated by their pushing responsibility..

We manage to get the 10.50am ferry and off we go.. We reached there, the Indonesia tour guide told us that they will fetching us to “Tibits” stall and lunch..

During the lunch, just before we wanted to sit down, the table next to us make a big scream.. there was a big fat lizard falling off from the ceiling and crawling all over floor.. OMG! how can we eat peacefully after that..

We have black pepper prawns, “gong gong”, Chili crab, Fry kailan, lala soup, fish and egg for lunch.. We have coconut drinks too.. the food isnt that fantastic as what i thought.. Anyway.. this is a cheap deal so wont expected much… After lunch we went to those dried goods stall to purchase dried scallop..etc. We went to Batam City square and were told to walk for 45mins.. and the rest will be arrange massage for them while we have to continue our shopping at the shopping centre till they have finished their massage..

Mummy had ten requested to let us check in first rather than shopping for another 3 hrs… Reaching the hotel is the most relaxing part… We went for a swim and get ready for our dinner…

The dinner is another hip cups.. We went to the hotel restaurant and were asked for voucher where the tour guide did not pass anything to us.. Hence it took some time for them the verified.. After getting a sit and ordered our food, we are not served anything after 30 mins of waiting while those that came after us have already had their dinner.. Other agency had actually help their tour to bring their dinner rather tan the them serving us first, hence, we had went to self service rather if not we wont be serve anything even an hour later…

After which we went for an hour karaoke session and Massage… This is rather hectic tan relaxing… We only manage to get our hotel room at only 11pm Singapore timing. Shaney was extremely tired…

The next day, Shaney as usual wake up early and we went for an early swim, have our breakfast and get ready to check out.. took the bus to Ferry Terminal and went for our lunch at Pizza Hut at the nearby Shopping Mall.. Didnt really manage to go shopping as we are too afraid to miss the ferry again… Hence went over to Ferry Terminal to wait..

It was really tired and we all doze off during the ferry back. Shaney is the only energetic one that didnt fall asleep.

Overall, this is a very good experience for us.. Thought that it would be relaxing one rather than too many hip cups coming up… The most enjoyable part is the swimming and Karaoke session…

Shaney Eye Surgery

The longed delayed surgery finally came.. Due to Shaney coughing, The Surgery was delayed till 28 Mar 11. Shaney suppose to have her last milk before 2.30am and last water before 5.30am.. and to reached KKH at 7.30am.

Since is so early, don't intend to wake her up and there we carry and go.. Took a cab there and reached there at 7.15am.. Shaney woke up after we reached the surgery centre.

She seem abit lost but Mummy had actually told her a day before that she had to do something to her eyes and she be pretty gal again...

Was called to go in at 7.35am even before registration been done. The nurse apply some cream on both hands and afterwich changed to the operation clothes. We are asked to go upstairs for the surgery.

We waited a while and of course mummy had accompany Shaney to the theatre room, Shaney was so brave. Not a single tear from her.. The nurse had distract her by showing her Sticker and blowing bubbles. where another 2 nurse was doing the needling behind.. very fast after they had insert the medication in, Shaney fall asleep.. My poor gal was then carried to the bed and I was asked to go out..

Daddy and Mummy had went to brought something to eat.. Very quickly, Mummy phone rings. We rushed up very quickly, it was done... Doctor Lam spoke to Mummy on what had already been done..

Left eye (the one with the bigger ball) had done some stitches and the right eye only cleaning up, after that we waited a while to see Shaney. When we are to ask in, Mummy saw Shaney sleeping quietly ont her bed, Mummy heart aches... Hold Shaney hand till she's more awake.. Daddy Carry her to downstairs where she can rest a while.

The nurse had on cartoon for her, gave her Milo, Biscuits and a lollipop. Mummy promise Shaney that I will give her dinosaur sweets which i had brought along this morning. Shaney had her meal and we are asked to wait at the waiting area where there's colourful chairs and toys. Doc came to confirm that there isn't any vomiting and allow us to go.

The nurse had explained to Mummy on the taking care of Shaney Eyes, took of the needle from her hand and off we go home.. Reached home at around 12.30pm.. and brought Shaney favourite Main Main, She had half a bowl..

Let her nap a while later.. slight coughing again due to the operation, gave her the inhaler again.. and Today Mummy took another day leave to take care of her..

Mummy took off the bandage from the eye this morning, the tearing is abit painful but Shaney show her braveness.. cleaned the wound and apply the anti biotic cream..

Hope that everything will be fin... These few weeks are hard for me.. to accept the gone of the baby and the pain of my darling eyes.. the unhappiness at my working place.. Hope everything will be better soon...

Life... Feelings....

A week of rest at home, I brought Shaney to her childcare everyday.. the feeling is really different from the usual pick n go... I manage to see the teacher there.. I send her personally with a kiss of goodbye.. I can make sure that she had her medication, breakfast, teeth brushing.. Am i going to give up something and be like this?

Yesterday night had do assessment with Shaney.. before sleeping.. she manage to spell out her own name.. This is the kind of fulfillment of Mummy when the kids are growing and learning... Was so delighted..

Heard of a bad news yesterday.. Uncle Huge was gone on Saturday.. Is kind of shocking news and this bring some kind of emotional thinking again... Life is so fragile.. Why are we keep demanding something where we don't treasure what we have now? Why are some people just so persistent over certain issue?

Very tired these few days... trying very best to rest my mind.. hope that everything will go fine after this.. May God blessed...

Goodbye...

Today is the day i say good bye.. My little darling, I'm so sorry... Mummy didn't manage to kept you warm.. Mummy didn't manage to protect you well..

Bleed stain on my panty on Sunday morning.. more bleeding came in the evening gave mummy a shock.. Immediately rush to KKH.. Doc say that the water bag isn't that normal.. the tiny little dot in it seems to be my little ones but the sizes is only 5 weeks big instead of 8 weeks which suppose to be.. follow up with scanning test and cant detect the heart beat... Totally depressed... sad..

Doc cant confirm if is still there... suggested to do a blood test to check on the hormone.. and another one in 2 days time.. The uncertain, unconfirmed situation makes me unsecured and i had replied that I could like to go back to my gynae to check again..

Actually from the blood flow, already had known that my little one cant pull thr... On my way back home... tears keep flowing down to my cheeks... When we reach home, Shaney ask me.. Mummy why your face like want to cry like that.. Immediately tears flow down again.. Told Shaney, bb inside my tummy but cannot grow.. no more bb already... Is really sad to face this.. and Shaney gave mummy a warm kiss..

Went to CCK, My gyane side early in the morning... 1st to called in as I told the lady that I'm bleeding... Told my gyane abt the KK visit and he had a scan for me... As what I had feel.. The bb couldn't manage to make it.. I had an miscarriage... I feel bad.. I dun no if I had caused this.. Or maybe my bb had know that Mummy cant tolerant her work place any more.. and gave me a chance to find alternative as soon as i can..

I really feel bad.. Sad to have Miss my little ones.. Mummy will always remember this day.. Tmr gona to Thomson Medical to have it cleaned...

I felt that suddenly all the bad thing came at the same time.. tat really frustrated, emotional, miserable.... can all these be an END pls!!!

Surgery again...

Shaney is going to surgery again in 2 weeks time... What is this now? Her eyes... the so called "bak chiam" this little ball had been on Shaney Eye for mths... and we had finally decided to get rid of it since applying antibotic cream cant remove it.. Doctor suggested to have a cut and throughly clean it..

First is the right eye, recovering till a little red dot and come the right eye.. OMG! I hate tat feeling to the surgery again..

My little poor gal.. Hope tat this is will be last...

Bad Mood!!!

Tot that I should be happy these few days but instead i fell Damp Bad Mood.....

I had done beyond what had to be done but still got negative feedback from superior, reading email at home for long leave and MC isn't that extra effort that I had put into my job? Nowadays ppl are getting more n more attitude, petty and narrow minded. Hate all these.. Hate all the unnecessary politics..

Here u dun have to work hard, Just make sure "tat person" like you, if he/she likes you, dun need to work also u are a good worker... tat too obvious!

Some ppl are just born to have good life.. Promoted 2 times within 2 years... Just my luck, coz i'm Singaporean.. country of Origin is different and hence caused all the shit.. Ppl who worked here as the 2nd co commented my customer Service is poor with my more than 13years of customer service experience.. this is the 1st feedback i got back so far for this. Wat a remarks to be taken in???

Cant even close my eyes and rest my mind yesterday knowing that I be facing the SHIT again on Monday. No choice now, just have to test my endurance, patience and get this over in mths... 
Effort is wasted for the past year, I don't think i gona waste anymore this year!

What I care now is my gal health, notig is more impt than that.. Whatever ppl feel, just let them be.. I will just do My "SCOPE OF JOB" notig beyond... Tats enough! I had enough!